Night,

You made a liar of me...

January 26, 2021 J. 0 Comments

I said I would never again write of you.
But you showed up again 
In the craziest and most unforeseen way.
Just when I had finally stopped looking around the corner for your approach.
My heart lurched and now I can’t seem to stop the words from flowing.

You’ve successfully made a liar of me, Ray.
And I wish I could hate you for it.


Juicy Raindrops! ♡

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Experiences,

Kogane no joō

January 06, 2021 J. 0 Comments

Shattering is a silent affair.
I think I’ve written something about this here before. 
But you see, I forgot - like man is wont to do.

It wasn’t until i knelt on the cold hard ground with my arms wrapped around myself to stop my body trembling that i remembered.
I remembered a lesson i should not have forgotten.
As quiet tears that would leave tracks on my skin fell from my eyes
My arms holding on tight as if to stop the pieces from falling.
Fighting to keep me in one piece.

Alas, it was a lesson i needed to remember.
So it came in a way that would prevent me from forgetting it ever again.
It tore me apart.
And when - WHEN i put myself back together, the lesson will this time remain as lines of fracture on my skin. I will highlight and colour them with gold lacquer and set myself on fire. 

They will call me Kogane no joō.

A woman repaired by gold.

Juicy Raindrops! ♡

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