Bin2

Harry Potter Weekend

September 29, 2011 J. 0 Comments

It's the weekend babay!! (No lectures on Friday!) And this weekend Bin2 and i are having a "Harry Potter Weekend". Basically we're gonna watch all the movies from part 1 -7 (part 2) again, probably for the last time. it's like the end of an era, isn't it? I can clearly remember an eager eleven year old me sitting at the back of the class with a borrowed and battered copy of 'Chamber of Secrets' ( i use 'battered' here loosely. the book had no cover and the first 2 pages were missing!). i think i was thirteen when i owned and read 'Prisoner of Azkhaban'. 'Deathly Hallows' i can never forget was released on my birthday. i had it in my hands that same day! yes, i have such amazing friends.. :)

I'm making rice and mama's soup for dinner. yea, i'm feeling that good. wanna see? say please and thank you!

Anyway, jamming up at the moment. I miss Rado and will probably call him to squabble soon.. :)


Juicy RainDrops! ♡

autumn,

Kal ho na ho

September 28, 2011 J. 0 Comments

Braddie in Autumn! Simply loving it..

I love the whole new plant growing out of a barren wasteland thing. Kind of like the Phoenix emerging from the ashes!

No, I wasn't stalking. I loved how and where she stood. It was a moment.

Rooftop of Nattarg! My favourite place! :)

Long, lonely flight home. Sounds familiar.

So this is here because i'd secretly hoped he'd fall and i'd laugh. Yes, i' m evil.

Death,

For Aisha..

September 27, 2011 J. 2 Comments

I'm sorry it took this long for me to do this. At first, i just wouldn't believe it.. and then i got caught up in the crazy and (when you really think about it) insignificant drama that makes up life.

When i heard about it, it didn't sink in. Refused to. Mama called it shock. I simply didn't believe it. i couldn't. i wouldn't. But as the moon overtook the sun in their eternal dance across the skies, i had to accept the truth of it. It was like a horribly written and directed play. But it was true. Then came the waterworks, pain..
.. and regrets.

I didn't get to ask you why. Why you'd moved, and how you could stand it. (Medicine was only our life's ambition after all!). And then we said we'd meet. Next month, next year.. You see the thing with life is the uncertainty in its certain end. We should have done all of it NOW. Thought of everything in the present.

Your last blog entry? It gets me by. It tells me that you were happy.. even if it was for a frame of time. You were happy.. and cherry. Just like I've always known you to be. you always did tend to laugh in the midst of hurdles. i never told you this but i admire you for that. You gave me the courage to start a blog. And when i was feeling sorry for myself, you picked me up with your words. Now, that i think of it, i didn't get to tell you a lot of things. So caught up in my own selfish world.

Just about 2 months ago something died within me. you said it was gonna get better. You didn't even know what it was. at the time, regrettably, i didn't express just how much it meant that you'd taken the time out. I was in too much pain. Determined not to let anyone in.

When Georgie died i promised to learn to live for the moment.. Eat, love, pray... and not let my problems overwhelm me. i didn't keep that promise but with your death i renew it. InshaAllah. Every moment i'm alive i own to Him, and i thank Him abundantly for it. He protects me, guides me.. and i pray He does you too. i trust only Him with you now.

Rest in blessed peace my dear, dear friend. May we meet on the other side.

Now, I shall cry no more. No promises though!