Day,

About awaiting answers

September 04, 2021 J. 0 Comments


I used to want all the answers.You know how you’re watching a movie or reading a book and have all this knowledge and insight into everyone’s reasoning? 
I wanted that.. in real life. 
I wanted to have all the answers so I would make good choices. The ‘right’ choices. So I wouldn’t be floundering like everyone else. I would be like an overseer able to see all aspects of the situation. But I never got those perfect answers. In searching for them I learned many things. About the mind and heart of men. About the butterfly fluttering its wings in the Amazon forest right this moment. About the ripples that will follow in the fabric of space and time. 
My conclusion was a simple and modest one: I don’t have to have all the answers. I don’t have to know everything. I will never have all the answers

And it’s fine. I don’t need all the answers to live my truth. I will live like there are no questions. Because regret, I’ve found is a thing I despise greater than the lack of answers.

Juicy Raindrops! ♡
200621 

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