Experiences

Unwritten

September 29, 2022 J. 0 Comments

You know I don't change what people think of me? I let them believe whatever the hell it is that they want. I think that if you got twenty people who I'm acquainted with in one room and had each one tell you who Jas is, you'll get 20 different answers. I don't bother changing the way people perceive me. Even when I am aware that they are totally wrong.

The first and biggest mistake they make is thinking that I'm normal. 
Or weird in the traditional way. 
Or even something that they've ever seen before.

I am none of those things.
I am not one thing.
Perhaps not even one person.
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Shrug.

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Experiences,

As man forgets

September 25, 2022 J. 0 Comments


I know that man forgets.
I know this. 
But has it really been so long now that the veneer has worn off completely?
Is that why I can get kicked down today for my inability?
As if I wouldn’t if I could.
As if I didn’t when I could. 

I know that man forgets, but did you ever see me at all?
All those times when you didn’t even have to ask.
I don’t remember all the times myself
because it was never a tally 
It was that I would do many things for you 
And so I did.

But alas you’ve forgotten now as men tend to.
And I do know that man forgets 
I just wish that your words hadn’t felt like claws 
being scraped incessantly against on a wall.

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Lessons

What you see is your reflection.

September 22, 2022 J. 0 Comments


If what we see when we look at others is a reflection of ourselves
then it means that other people are essentially mirrors.

So that person that you think is arrogant, stuck up and likes to flaunt their wealth? 
The one with no sense of self worth and falls for all kinds of schemes and tricks?
The one who is just plain lazy yet unbelievably lucky?
The one who is just an a**-kisser and sticks their nose in everyone's business?

They are all your perceptions. 
Your view through the looking glass. 

It is not their reality.

Beware that you don’t judge others by projecting your insecurities on them.  

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Night,

It's okay not to be okay.

September 13, 2022 J. 0 Comments


Everything inspires me and yet few things do. This movie inspired me to write. 
And that’s something I do not take for granted.
It really is okay to not be okay. 


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Experiences,

August

September 07, 2022 J. 0 Comments


For many years I hated August
I thought it came around to test me in ways I did not want to be tested 
To challenge the boundaries of my sanity
And leave bloody fingerprints on the walls of my sanctuary.
I have had my heart broken in August, twice
My turbulent love waltz began in August all those years ago
And in true form crumbled in another August almost a decade later.

A lot of huge (unpleasant) changes in my life have occurred in August
Changes i didn't like or want
Changes that demanded more from me than i was willing to give
Changes that forced me out of my comfort zone
Changes that left me broken on the bathroom floor 
Trying to glue myself back together 
Yeah, I definitely hated August.

But this August, 
The thirty-first one I have experienced, came with a realisation.
August does not come to break and torment me 
It comes to transform and rebuild me
and transformation is never pretty.

Here’s to this August.
The first one I have ever liked not hated.


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Day,

love.

September 02, 2022 J. 0 Comments


Go ahead and do it. 
Fully, completely. 

Trust that should you fall, 
I will lift you.
Should you break,
I will fix you. 
Trust me. 
Go ahead and love. 
I’m here for you. 

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