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The Story of Beauty: Clarissa's tale (Part II)

March 22, 2014 J. 0 Comments

PART ONE HERE

Dr. Schneider looked up from his chart to watch Clarissa as she attempted once again to work along the wall from one end of the room to the other. She was making remarkable progress, he thought. In the weeks since she had begun to show voluntary motor skills, she had shown a marked progress every time he saw her. The damage inflicted on her system had been so much that like a child, she would have to be taught everything anew. She was learning to walk (without aids) and a couple of the nurses have been teaching her to write. Just yesterday she had successfully written her whole name on her own. These were all good signs, however there was one hiccup: Clarissa still hadn't spoken a word. Scans of her throat showed that barring some slight swelling noted upon admission, which had cleared now, her vocal apparatus was fine but Clarissa wasn't speaking at all. She didn't even make sounds, not even when coaxed. This was the one point that troubled him. The longer, he thought, that she went without speaking, the harder it will be for her to ever speak at all.
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Hope and Donald watched as their daughter ate her dinner. They'd been here for over two months now and her improvement has been a balm to her parents who never left her side.

As Hope wiped the sauce from her daughter's face she couldn't help the shiver that went through her. They knew the whole story now. The arrested boy had confessed everything. It had been premeditated. They'd planned everything. They'd tricked her daughter into coming with them. They'd raped her. All three of them. And then they'd tossed her body in a land fill, leaving her for dead. But her daughter hadn't died. No, her daughter had survived. Her little fighter.

She knew that the doctors worried about Clarissa's lack of speech. They didn't say it but she saw the look that crossed their faces whenever they asked if she'd spoken yet. Hope didn't mind much. He daughter was alive and she was beyond grateful. She didn't need any more miracles.

A knock on the door had both parents turning. It was the lawyers. Hope and Donald exchanged a look and Hope nodded. Donald left the room to meet and converse with the lawyers. Hope knew what it was about. She and her husband had discussed it extensively and had made their decision. The lawyers wanted them to press charges. To go after the delinquents responsible for hurting their daughter, to go against the chairman... and had their daughter not survived, Hope knew that she would have. She still wanted to really. But she and her husband had made a decision. They were leaving the village behind as soon as their daughter was better. They were going to go start a new life elsewhere. The parents' of the boys involved had pooled together and were taking care of all of Clarissa's medical bills as an apology and plea in one. Hope didn't care about their apology because she knew it was actually a bribe, and the only reason she'd agreed to let them pay was because her daughter would have died without the specialists in the city hospital and she and her husband would have never been able to afford even a consultation fee.

But this was the end. She would never be able to live around these people again. And she didn't want her daughter to have to suffer it either. So they would be leaving and pressing no charges. And that is what her husband had gone to tell the lawyers now.
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Talia has been a lawyer in this town for ten years now. She had seen her fair share of rape cases and not all the victims had been lucky enough to live to tell the story. But in the last 6 months, the number of cases had nearly tripled in their frequency so she and 12 other female lawyers had come together to form an association of sorts to defend helpless women from abusive men, who sometimes happened to be their husbands. Talia and her friends had had no idea just how hard it would be though. The women, those who survived the trauma, either didn't want to press charges or downright denied that there was a problem at all. Some were passive and others were scared, but Talia and her friends didn't lose faith. And then Talia had heard about Clarissa. She'd raced over to handle her case and had been with the family every step of the way. She'd sensed their hesitance in the beginning but was winning them over now. She truly believed that.

That belief was exactly why she couldn't believe the words that Donald was saying to her now. She made all the arguments:   
"Moving doesn't help... It could happen anywhere.."
"It could happen to some other girl who might not be so fortunate.."
"They had a full confession from one of the boys and though he had later retracted his confession and now all three boys were denying the accusations made against them, there was still DNA and forensic evidence..."
"They could WIN this!"
She kept making them, but Donald only sighed. It all went over his head. He was tired. He only wanted his family. He asked if she had any children of her own. She replied in the negative and he told her that when she did, she would understand the decision that he had had to make now. With that he smiled faintly at her, thanked her for everything, walked back into this daughter's hospital room and quietly shut the door behind him.

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What would you do in their shoes? Fight or retreat? Take in the factors as much as you can and please let me know what you truly think. I'm curious.

- J.

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criminal minds: riding the lightning

March 13, 2014 J. 0 Comments


this was such a good episode. i believe it was episode 14 of season 1. it made me cry.
seriously. and Gideon, oh Gideon. sigh.. definitely the best episode i have watched so far. i can see me coming back to watch this again sometime in the future.

yea.

that's it really.

- jasmeen

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2220-110314

March 11, 2014 J. 0 Comments

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I really thought (and hoped) it would rain today. The skies promised it. The winds carried the scent of it. Plus, the temperature has been in the upper 30's for way too long. Take me back to Braddie -4's please! 

It didn't rain.

Did you hear/read about the M.I.A Boeing 777? How the hell does a plane, carrying over 200 passengers, disappear in the this life and age where one can't even wipe a bogey without someone else knowing about it? *shaking my head*

In other news, the strike has been called off and I'm back to work. They very obviously read my last entry. :) This is a quick post as I am currently watching the Arsenal v Bayern Munich and AC Milan v Athletico Madrid games. 

                                   


Whatever the outcome, I remain loyal. 

Juicy Raindrops!

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2010-090314

March 09, 2014 J. 2 Comments

Guess who only just stared watching "Criminal Minds"? 

I had to quit on "Bitten", it wasn't really my kind of show and it reminded me too much of "True Blood" which I hadn't been able to stomach either. So that's a bust. Anyway I've found a replacement show. Also, with "The Vampire Diaries" ending soon I've started watching "Witches of East End". I hope it's a suitable replacement. 

Now I know that one would wonder where in the world I get the time to watch all these shows between working 8-5 and studying for the MCAT. It's simple really, I've haven't been to work in about two weeks because all The Hospital Staff (excluding doctors) are on strike. 
 I haven't wanted to mention the strike because then I'd have to talk about the Nigerian government and politics and God knows that there will be no end to it. I don't want to be just another blogger who complains and whines about our nation's problems while doing nothing about it. And I do not find it funny either so I can't make jokes about it. Or maybe I simply do not possess a certain kind of humor. Whatever the case, The Hospital staff are on strike. They have demands and they want to be taken seriously by the Federal Government and because of that I have been at home, having too much time to listen to those voices in my head. That's where the shows come in. The more time I spend watching (and reading a few novels here and there), the less time I have to actually let my idle mind wander. 

But I do think about the patients left behind.. those that had been on admission particularly. I went to The Hospital last Wednesday and it was a ghost town. There was no one about. Not even the cleaning crew. It depressed me and I haven't returned since. I am not burying my head in the sand. There is just nothing that i can do. A hard pill to swallow, yes, but that's the truth of it. I am just a lowly intern there not even a full time staff. And this goes all the way to the top of the hierarchical ladder.  

I despise this feeling of helplessness. I really do. See why I didn't want to talk about this? Now I'm feeling all funky inside. Sigh. 

Juicy Raindrops! 

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Jewelled bonds

March 07, 2014 J. 0 Comments


I opened my eyes. That is how I come awake these days. No leisurely roll and echoes of sweet dreams. I just open my eyes. 

I get out of bed, slip out of my sleeping robes and head to the bath where I sit in my antique claw-foot tub filled with lavender scented water. Lavender, it wasn't a favorite of mine. Not really. But it was expected. So I bathe in it.

I dry out in the softest of towels and find clothes already lain out for me. The dress is exquisite down to the very last detail. The embroidery was hand made from the finest silk threads and the stones that adorned the cuffs and neck were real Swarovski crystals. Like I said, it is an exquisite dress. Just not one I'd chosen. But it was expected. So I wear it.

I carefully apply makeup to my face. Light, very light, barely there. Some lines to my eyes and some colour to my lips. My hair is then pulled, straightened and pinned into a neat elegant French twist. My stylists tut at my unruly hair and i smile politely. A woman in a pinup suit (always brown, dark blue or black) comes in with a list of my duties for the day. As she reels on i wonder if she would consider it too forward if i bought her a yellow suit.. or maybe just red really.

In those few moments before I leave my bedroom for the first time that day I sit in front of my dresser and take a good look. All I see are the things that I would change if only I could. Then I imagine how my own fantasy morning would be like... Waking up slowly and gently, maybe even with a slight smile playing on my lips. I would dally in bed for a little while just hugging my pillow and thinking silly and impossible thoughts. I would envision the day ahead ,the adventures and mysteries that waited just begging to be sought. I would have breakfast in my pajamas right there on my bed. Or maybe out on my balcony which is always kept shut to "keep out the draft". Then I'd take a quick shower, dress in whatever catches my fancy just as long as I get to choose it and leave my hair down in all it's wavy and messy glory. There would be real, genuine smiles or none at all. There would be music definitely and the sound of hearty laughter. Yes, I haven't heard either in a while really. Once, I thought I heard it coming from the kitchens but by the time I got in there, everyone looked sombre that I thought I might have imagined it..

My bonds are made of emeralds, sapphires and rubies. What I wouldn't give for all that you take for granted. 

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Remember Pokemon?

March 07, 2014 J. 0 Comments

We all remember this, don't we? Or at least you should if you were born during the cool years. Anyway, there's this lovely Pokemon app that lets me watch episodes whenever I want and I've been watching except it seems I'm a little  jaded now and this keeps happening...


Or maybe I was also jaded back then too and just can't remember? I don't know. But I still love Pokemon and someday I'm gonna catch 'em all! (or at least I hope Ash does). 

P.s. 
Team Rocket need to share some of their persistence and drive with me. Maybe then I'd actually take the time to study for my exam. 

Juicy Raindrops! 

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Believe!

March 04, 2014 J. 0 Comments



Everything is possible for him who believes (Mark 9:23)

Juicy Raindrops!

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In the name of Love

March 02, 2014 J. 1 Comments

"Whatever dies was not mixed equally; If our two loves be one, or, thou and I love so alike that none do slacken, none can die."


 Dear You, 

This letter should have been written years ago so let it never be said that I didn't give us a chance. Because I did. At the cost of my fragile sanity, I gave us numerous chances to make it right. But now I'm tired. 

I am not blaming you and neither am I blaming myself. We've both done enough of that, don't you think? We've just reached the end of our road. I admit that I used my affection for you.. And yours for me. I used it as distraction and cover. Time and time again. I let myself believe that we never would have worked anyway because it was easier to deal, yet in the heart of me I hoped we would. Because if we did, we would be epic and it would be so beautiful because you and me, we're like magic together. 

I've written for you. Not once, and not twice. I don't write for just anyone. But I wrote for you. Right now, I am writing to you. 

We can't keep at this. We can't. I haven't felt like my heart's been broken in two since I was 19. Today I felt that way. And it didn't feel any better than it had then. I don't want to feel that way again.. and if I stay, I will definitely relive this. 

Maybe I'm a coward. Maybe I'm running away. But I have enough battle scars and I don't need more. Not in the name Love. 

This isn't an elaborate letter. All I'm trying to say is that I'm tired. Exhausted really. There's nothing left here to take .. or give. You've sapped it all. Taken all of it. And had your fill of it. Now please let me go. 

Please. 

Yours always,
Me

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