Experiences,

... and crazy too.

August 29, 2020 J. 0 Comments

Stop talking J.
I really need you to stop talking right this instant.
You’re explaining yourself
And it doesn’t matter 
And you know that
And you hate that 
But the words keep coming out still 
And you’re letting them.
You need to stop talking right now.
But you can’t.
But I can’t. 
I know it doesn’t matter 
Not to the person I’m talking to anyway
That person has already made up her mind as to what she wants to believe
So my words will never reach her
Even while I desperately want them to.

It doesn’t matter to her
But it matters to me
So the words flow from my heart to my tongue 
Even as my mind beseeches them both to stop.
It’s a slow-moving horror show
Continuously being pricked by the same thorn
Yet reaching out for the same rose regardless.
The german genius called it crazy 
This repetition for a new result 
And I wonder if i will now have to add that to my profile.
Psych ward breakout. Mad as a hatter.. and crazy too.

Yeah.. i think it works.

Juicy Raindrops! ♡

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