Night,
Juicy Raindrops! ♡
.. stuck in a constant state of stage fright.
I'm excited! Don't know what it is.. But it's a nervous, buzzing kind of excitement. It's good! I don't know what happens next but let's go for it.
It's scary. Oh Lord, I keep waking up at night scared of what's coming.. What could go wrong with every thing - and send the whole house of cards tumbling. But, it's.. *sigh!!!*
How do I say this? It's like holding your breath. And honestly not knowing which one will be your next or if you'll even have a next. So you're enjoying this one breath that you are holding. Just pleasuring yourself with it. It's sweet, it's fragile, it's frightening. It's precious too...
Yeah! It's all that. Just staying on the brink. The brink of something huge. It could go either way. Left or right, up or down.. Or no where at all. But loving and living the now.. The RIGHT now.. The right this second.
Yeah, that's where I am. Stuck in this constant state of stage-fright and anticipation. Just hanging in a moment outside of time.
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