Rado
I miss you! And all the time we spent together. I wish we had them back. The easy companionship and the comfort in knowing we had each other. The talks till daybreak and the fights over the silliest stuff that lasted for all of a second. Everything was just so easy with you. It's no wonder that I love you so!
But all that was before the storm. Now we can only pick up the bits that can be salvaged and start rebuilding.
There were so many things we said we'd do together that we just never got around to. Mostly because we thought we had all the time in the universe. The world was our oyster.. Paris, Rome and Barcelona. How you would rage when I said Spain was for the ''hot guys''. You would never approve! And then I'd keep you up all night talking about my little fights with either Ummi or Faisal. You would listen to me blab and then tell me we were gonna make up the next day.. Hee hee.. You had a way of always being right! You would take one look at me and know exactly what it was that I needed.
Like I said, that was before the storm.
I would like to thank you and tell you that you are part of who I am today.. Actually, No! I take that back. 'Cause if you knew I'd tried to thank you, you'd KNOCK ME OUT! And you'd have EVERY reason to. Saying ''thanks'' is hardly enough. So I'm writing this! FOR YOU!
Even if we can have no tomorrows, yesterday will always be ours. I remember our time together with fondness... and maybe a little pain. Fondness because they are irreplaceable and pain because they ALWAYS will be!
You promised me forever... It's not forever yet!
For you!
I never fail to be continuously surprised by how abruptly things can change, with yesterday becoming nothing but a distant memory. Everyone says, ''that's life'' and ''move on'' but no one seems to understand just how hard that is. Somehow just moving on with no remorse or regrets makes it feel like our time together was so fickle. Like it never actually meant much to me in the first place. That it could all be cast aside with such ease. If that's strength then I'm not a very strong person.I miss you! And all the time we spent together. I wish we had them back. The easy companionship and the comfort in knowing we had each other. The talks till daybreak and the fights over the silliest stuff that lasted for all of a second. Everything was just so easy with you. It's no wonder that I love you so!
But all that was before the storm. Now we can only pick up the bits that can be salvaged and start rebuilding.
There were so many things we said we'd do together that we just never got around to. Mostly because we thought we had all the time in the universe. The world was our oyster.. Paris, Rome and Barcelona. How you would rage when I said Spain was for the ''hot guys''. You would never approve! And then I'd keep you up all night talking about my little fights with either Ummi or Faisal. You would listen to me blab and then tell me we were gonna make up the next day.. Hee hee.. You had a way of always being right! You would take one look at me and know exactly what it was that I needed.
Like I said, that was before the storm.
I would like to thank you and tell you that you are part of who I am today.. Actually, No! I take that back. 'Cause if you knew I'd tried to thank you, you'd KNOCK ME OUT! And you'd have EVERY reason to. Saying ''thanks'' is hardly enough. So I'm writing this! FOR YOU!
Even if we can have no tomorrows, yesterday will always be ours. I remember our time together with fondness... and maybe a little pain. Fondness because they are irreplaceable and pain because they ALWAYS will be!
You promised me forever... It's not forever yet!
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