Growth,
Little did i know that the winds would blow the other way. Sure i didnt let 'new' people in, but those same 'old' ones took turns twisting their blades in me. Kaku... Ray... Where are they today?
I don't think of them often. But recently i have begun to. Trying to see if the problem lay with me. The way i see it, my only fault was loving them too much. Giving them that much of me. But then of course i am biased. I am The Psychward Breakout after all. Living with me must definitely be a hardship.
I was in that frame of mind when i felt another Jewel slipping from my grasp. What could i do? Fight for what i loved of course. So i fought. But instead of victory, it felt as if with every battle, i lost her just a little bit more. The pain accompained with that thought was much worse than having a mere blade plunged into me... so i stepped back. Like the warriors of my past lives i knew that some battles were lost before they even reached the battlefield. This was one of them. So i sheathed my sword. This was one war, i wouldn't win.
Legend I am, in battle. Legend I am, as a warrior. Legend I am... in love! I hope you find all that you seek.
Juicy RainDrops!
Heart Vacancy
People come into our lives for reasons and seasons. I have always understood that (or at least tried to). Those same people will eventually leave. I know that. And it is for that reason that i do not allow them into my heart. I do not take temporary tenants as letting go is always too painful an experience. So i roomed only a few and prided myself on the fact that with just my few Jewels, i was content.Little did i know that the winds would blow the other way. Sure i didnt let 'new' people in, but those same 'old' ones took turns twisting their blades in me. Kaku... Ray... Where are they today?
I don't think of them often. But recently i have begun to. Trying to see if the problem lay with me. The way i see it, my only fault was loving them too much. Giving them that much of me. But then of course i am biased. I am The Psychward Breakout after all. Living with me must definitely be a hardship.
I was in that frame of mind when i felt another Jewel slipping from my grasp. What could i do? Fight for what i loved of course. So i fought. But instead of victory, it felt as if with every battle, i lost her just a little bit more. The pain accompained with that thought was much worse than having a mere blade plunged into me... so i stepped back. Like the warriors of my past lives i knew that some battles were lost before they even reached the battlefield. This was one of them. So i sheathed my sword. This was one war, i wouldn't win.
Legend I am, in battle. Legend I am, as a warrior. Legend I am... in love! I hope you find all that you seek.
Juicy RainDrops!
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