Rado
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I have started this particular piece more times than i care to count. every time i think it is time for a curtain call, something happens that shifts it all a different way. just to off-set my balance. but then that has always been your effect on me too, hasn't it?
you let me fool myself into thinking that we have found some pattern, reached some sort of equilibrium, then you yank the rug from under my feet. i'm always almost just about gaining that understanding of what and how we are when you blow in like Katherina leaving nothing but pain and destruction in your wake.
fine.
maybe that last line was a bit of an exaggeration. but it is the way you make me feel. you push me over the end so i have only you to hold on to. and does it make any kind of sense to grab onto the same force that is trying to destroy you? i mean, that is like running into a hurricane to escape it.
wait.
i have heard before that the eye of a hurricane is its calmest part.
damn.
see? this is exactly what i'm talking about. the kind of confusion and unpredictablility that i do not need.
so.
this is it. the last one. there will be no other after this. kalas! shikenan!
the end.
(or is it..?)
shut up.
Juicy RainDrops! ♡
The Final Chapter
...
I have started this particular piece more times than i care to count. every time i think it is time for a curtain call, something happens that shifts it all a different way. just to off-set my balance. but then that has always been your effect on me too, hasn't it?
you let me fool myself into thinking that we have found some pattern, reached some sort of equilibrium, then you yank the rug from under my feet. i'm always almost just about gaining that understanding of what and how we are when you blow in like Katherina leaving nothing but pain and destruction in your wake.
fine.
maybe that last line was a bit of an exaggeration. but it is the way you make me feel. you push me over the end so i have only you to hold on to. and does it make any kind of sense to grab onto the same force that is trying to destroy you? i mean, that is like running into a hurricane to escape it.
wait.
i have heard before that the eye of a hurricane is its calmest part.
damn.
see? this is exactly what i'm talking about. the kind of confusion and unpredictablility that i do not need.
so.
this is it. the last one. there will be no other after this. kalas! shikenan!
the end.
(or is it..?)
shut up.
Juicy RainDrops! ♡
