Night,
I am fighting what feels like a shut down. I feel like a trial is coming up ahead and I don’t know how i am going to deal with it. I am not ready for whatever it is. But i am powerless to stop or prevent it. And i do not know how to prepare for it either.
Is this how Dorothy felt watching the hurricane come and getting caught in it? Helpless and afraid and just hoping to find solid ground under her feet again? But when her feet finally reconnected with the earth, it wasn’t in a land she knew at all. It was a foreign place with her house in shambles, a witch was out to get her and she had no way to make it back home.
1727/051220
Juicy Raindrops! ♡
Alas a hurricane cometh
I both love and hate things that pull emotions out of me. Especially emotions that i am not quite ready to face or deal with yet.
I was doing well. Waking up early, working on my art and feeling my body get stronger, leaner and healthier than the mess i had made of it. But I’ve lost it. Again. And all the progress i might have made. And I’m having trouble accessing that frame of mind again.
I was doing well. Waking up early, working on my art and feeling my body get stronger, leaner and healthier than the mess i had made of it. But I’ve lost it. Again. And all the progress i might have made. And I’m having trouble accessing that frame of mind again.
I am fighting what feels like a shut down. I feel like a trial is coming up ahead and I don’t know how i am going to deal with it. I am not ready for whatever it is. But i am powerless to stop or prevent it. And i do not know how to prepare for it either.
Is this how Dorothy felt watching the hurricane come and getting caught in it? Helpless and afraid and just hoping to find solid ground under her feet again? But when her feet finally reconnected with the earth, it wasn’t in a land she knew at all. It was a foreign place with her house in shambles, a witch was out to get her and she had no way to make it back home.
1727/051220
Juicy Raindrops! ♡
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