Day,
Feels more like 2 weeks ago than 520 weeks.
That’s how much the pain we inflicted has kept me in the past.
I became more cautious and deliberate
I looked before I leaped and most times I didn’t leap at all
It’s not all you. But it started with you.
They asked me if I loved you. And I lied.
Consistently.
That I did when I wasn’t sure and that I didn’t when I did.
And here we are now.
I swear to myself that I am not waiting for you still.
And I pray in my heart that you don’t make a liar of me again.
Reflections: Happy Anniversary
It’s officially been 10 years since we went our separate ways.
It feels .. not quite like yesterday but like a couple of weeks ago.
That’s how much the pain we inflicted has kept me in the past.
I became more cautious and deliberate
I looked before I leaped and most times I didn’t leap at all
It’s not all you. But it started with you.
They asked me if I loved you. And I lied.
Consistently.
That I did when I wasn’t sure and that I didn’t when I did.
And here we are now.
I swear to myself that I am not waiting for you still.
And I pray in my heart that you don’t make a liar of me again.
1 decade
10 years
520 weeks
3,653 days
87,672 hours
5,260,320 minutes
10 years
520 weeks
3,653 days
87,672 hours
5,260,320 minutes
315,619,200 seconds
Such huge numbers, yeah?
Such a very long time
Too long to be hung up on the same boy.
Such a very long time
Too long to be hung up on the same boy.
So this is the last one.
Officially.
Officially.
Good bye Ray.
I will never write of you again.
I will never write of you again.
Juicy Raindrops! ♡
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