Well, i wasn't actually late cuz i was there by 2pm but the doors had already been shut. How many times have i had to stand outside those same doors 5-10mins after the scheduled time waiting for them doors to open!?! 

Anyway i waited around for 10 mins and when it seemed like no one was really gonna open the doors i came back home to email my year tutor who Bin2 and i have tagged 'Gerard Butler'. This gave me an excuse to correspond with him but it is still not enough of a consolation price as far as i'm concerned.

God, i hate when these things happen because it makes me feel, well, Argh! A-levels messed up my head really bad. it ate away at my confidence and so when i face hurdles now instead of running and leaping like i always did, i shrink back into my shell and start doubting myself. which was basically what i did on my walk home. but now, i wont let it continue. Thank God it's the weekend. I am gonna work my ass off! Remind myself of what i really am capable of when i set my heart to it. Plus wallowing in self pity is not a good color on me, don't you think?

Yeah, there! I feel so much better now. New episodes of Vampire Diaries, Big Bang Theory and Naruto expected today. i actually do love Thursdays! :)

Juicy RainDrops! ♡