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New Boyz II Men Album: Twenty! Can you imagine? Omg.

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Okay, last one. Omg!!

Done reading for Clinical Biochemistry exam. Only final revision left for Thursday night. Now, to tackle Medical Microbiology.. But before then, one more.. OMG!!!

Two exams on Friday so I have been very busy today - (big surprise!)

Anyway, i took a mini break to show you this song i came across! I know the original was by the Jackson 5, but I simply love this version.. plus i'm partial to BoyzIIMen.

And also..

Enjoy.

Juicy RainDrops!

I just read about the death of one of my college mates. It's sad. Very much so. He was one of those people who had big dreams. He was like me. A few days ago he was excited about his new job. And today he is no more. I was in bed, sleeping.. tethering precariously between life and death. It could have been me who didn't wake today. And it still could be. My mother always says that the end of the year is usually when people died the most. I've heard of 3 deaths this week already. I'm sure that there are a lot more. May their souls rest in peace.

I have this thing i do where i mute my tv when i'm reading. It's probably psychological but the images without the sound helps me focus. Anyway, a couple of minutes ago i decided to take a break from my Viva preparation. I turned to the tv to witness a most heartwarming sight. A little girl (about 9 years old) was seated outside about to eat her hot bun when she notices a woman with her child in her arms, and two younger children begging on the street and giving flowers in turn for kindness. No one was paying attention to them. Some of the passers-by actually walked right past them without even glancing up .. but not this little girl. She caught the eye of the younger daughter and saw the longing in her eyes so she went over to hand the bun over to her. After receiving what seemed like a nod from her mother, the young beggar girl collected the bun and dived in. Her older sister then ran after the kind little girl to hand her a flower in gratitude.
My tv was muted of course and i couldn't hear a word of all this but i was moved. I felt a rush of so many emotions all at once. I want to change the world, i really do. Scoff all you want but I will do it, ISA. Even if it's only one life i get to change, it will be a start. I just checked and the movie is called, 'The Little Princess'.

This probably seems silly but it was blog worthy! I have to go now. Busy bee and all that.

Juicy RainDrops!!

Life can be so unfortunate sometimes. I just went on FB and read the most heartwarming status made my Lola for the brother she lost on this very day 2 years ago. Then right underneath it was some guy talking about how he liked ‘it’ in the back seat of a tinted car. I almost deleted him in my rage but then I sobered. It wasn’t his fault. Not really. We don’t know pain or loss until we are faced with it. Until it burns us to the very core of our being and we hurt so much that we beg for death as a reprieve. Believe me, it is the worst feeling.

I was in a mood so I went along (reading status updates) when I saw this:

“This world, is only but a temporary accommodation + mere delusion. Indeed man is ungrateful to his Lord. This he shall know, on the day of recompense.”

And for a while I simply sat there thinking about how seriously we take this life. The same Life whose only certainty is the one in its end. I thought about our world today and it didn’t make sense. Why the lies? Why the greed and the war? What’s the ultimate goal?

Why the incessant fear and thirst for power? Why the need to intimidate your fellow man? For mere superiority? A truly superior being isn’t the one who puts fear into the hearts of men. All tyrants fall.

Why fight with good friends over silly things and end up not talking for years? Why hate someone who has everything you’ve ever wanted? Why not look around and realize that all that you truly need, you have. Otherwise you wouldn’t be alive at this very moment. Appreciate it and thank The Being responsible.

What is the point of loving in secret when you could simply say it? What if they died this very day? Would you spend a eternity thinking ‘what if?” ? What could truly be more tragic than that? If they’re with someone else then they weren’t yours to begin with. Don’t destroy another’s happiness. Find your soul mate. There are apprx 7 billion people on earth, I’m sure there’s one person for you.

Help a stranger. He could be the best friend, you’d ever have. He could also put a bullet through your head of course but your intentions would have been true. Walk away and you could find yourself in reversed roles sometime in the future. And he will recognize you. Believe me, Karma never misses a chance to make a point.

People will hurt you, betray you, and disappoint you. They will leave you when you think that you need them most. But they cannot break you, not unless you let them. We are a strong race. We have survived extinction for thousands of years. We have survived hurricanes and earthquakes. We are survivors. You will survive. And if you ever contemplate hurting another, remember how it felt when it was you.

Put your heart into things that matter to you and do your best. Perhaps it’s your undergrad degree, or a new car, or that job promotion you’ve always wanted. Work for it! Deserve it!

Contentment is a state of mind. Be content!

Face your fears and overcome them or you will crumble before them. Death kills you once; fear does it over and over again. And each time it takes away a vital piece of your soul. So ‘Keep calm and love life’.

Belief in oneself is the greatest power at your disposal. Attain it and don’t let anyone take it from you. You can do anything if you believe it. Believe in possibilities, Dream in colour!

Essentially just eat, pray and love. And you’ll be the happiest you, you can be. Life is way too short and is already complicated enough without your help. Just let go!

x x x

M.J Hartley

You would think that i would've learned by now but it's always so easy to believe what we want to be true, isn't it? Don't mind me. I've been thinking again. It's Wednesday already. I have only 2 days of reading week left and i didn't start any real work till today. *sigh*

Anyway because i was being dramatic(?) and also getting caught up with me, i didn't call Mama and as such didn't know that she'd been ill. Needless to say, i felt like a total heel. I would've done anything she asked and she knew it so she asked that i call Ray.
I did.
We talked.
We laughed.
We sobered.
It was actually good for me. I will love him always. I've always known that. Now, i'm okay with it. He's still one of the best people i know. And one of the few that i know genuinely care about me.. even if i tend to forget it sometimes! :)

Rado and i have fallen into new pattern. And we aren't fighting anymore. We are.. us! That's all there really is to it. MO and i have been as crazy as always. Apparently he'd gone to a lingerie party and was almost raped. I laughed long and hard of course.

I'm studying again and content with all that i am. I have found my inner peace. I have great friends and an awesome family! I'm doing what i love.. everyday. Seriously, I am blessed! I have all i need! MashaAllah!

{Oh! And i didn't tell you about my Eid Dinner! It was a success! :) Will put a picture up when i have a stronger internet connection.}

Tonight, mine is gonna be the window with the lights on as i burn out all my night oil!

Juicy RainDrops! ♡

Yes, It's me! Back from the depths of hell. Seems even they don't take whinny brats! So I'm back. Bigger, better and wiser (?).. let's just say stronger. Cuz i am still going to mess up.. bad!

I spent the last 2 weeks seesawing between pathetic and dreadfully pathetic and somehow i convinced myself that it was okay. i wasn't hurting anyone after all. WRONG. I was hurting myself. BIG TIME. Turns out i depend on my insane sanity much more than even i know. Without it i just kindda went haywire.

Quick recap..

1. I made a mess of my hair - Deranged as i was, i let myself get talked into putting on a 'lace wig'. It turned out to be the worst 80 quid i have ever spent. Surmise to say i have another salon AP next week.

2. I made an even worse mess of my academics - You wouldn't begin to understand the amount of work i have to do and turn in. Apparently those residing in hell don't do homework.. and/or study. AT ALL!

3. I called Rado - If you honestly need me to explain further then you haven't been listening. (or reading as the case may be)

4. (This probably shouldn't get to me but..) I took this visual behaviour test thingy (not professional) and my results were: dependent, insecure, witty and thoughtful - With the exception of the 'Witty' and perhaps maybe 'Thoughtful' (though that does depend on the context in which it is used, but i'm optimistic), i hate everything there. Dependent? Insecure? I have lived my whole life trying hard not to be either of the two only to have it thrown in my face and (here's the hard part) for me to realise that it was true. Somewhere along the line i did become.. (choke) insecure and dependent. I depend on Mama, Lola, RooQ, Bin2.. Hell i even depend on Gretchen!!! And with dependency came insecurity. The feeling that i just might not be 'enough'. I started to have doubts.. terrible ones. I started to think (and almost believe) that couldn't do it. Not Biomed, not Med school, not anything! It isn't a nice feeling, that i can tell you. I don't wallow. Or cry over nothing. Or lay back and wait to be spoon-fed. That isn't me. Has never been me! I guess somewhere along the way, i started loosing touch with who i was.. what i was.
I AM SUPERWOMAN!!
Through and through. I slay my own dragons and defend my own castle. I am a warrior. A survivor. My mother's daughter. My father's daughter. An enigma. A helpless romantic. An avid reader. A clumsy dancer. An excellent artist with terrible brushwork. I can't read maps and have never understood how compasses work. I can be obsessive, selfish and arrogant.

That is who i am. Who i know. With every fault and flaw, i am who i am. And i would like to never forget that again.

I knew this was coming. I'd felt it since yesterday when I'd binged. What i didn't know was that it would escalate. I had a rather disturbing dream. It was centered on Ray. Need i say more? This (and other factors) has completely ruined my day of course. I'm falling into some kind of hole.. I'm screaming on the top of my lungs but no one can hear me. I spoke to Mama, didn't help. Then I called Rado. No help either. I really should've insisted on going out shopping with Bin2 today. And if i call Lola she's probably gonna pinpoint it. I don't have the energy to wear a mask today.

I just wanna curl up in bed and do nothing (which is actually all i've done today anyway). I keep thinking and getting stuck in my past. What happened to pressing play, you ask? No idea. *sigh* It's still there i guess. This is just one of those weak moments we all have. I thought i'd gotten rid of it permanently but apparently not.

I feel terrible!! And it's worse cuz there are so many more important things I could be doing with this time rather than being a brat. But i have neither the inclination nor motivation. I'm gonna regret this tomorrow, just you wait and see.

On the plus side, I've decided to change my diet before i clog my arteries and get a CHD* and/or diabetes.

This was breakfast! :)

*CHD- Coronary Heart Disease.

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I just received a call from my father. At first, all i did was cry and stutter. The words couldn't make it pass my choked throat...

... But as soon as i could i gave him the telling of his life for giving me the longest hour of my life!!

I'm totally drained all of a sudden so it's back to bed for me (after i have another good cry, of course). Seems everything i've been holding in to this point has decided to use this chance to surface. I might as well let it if i wanna have an academically productive weekend.

Sukhran Ya Rabbi!

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A moment ago, I was overcome by fear. A feeling like never before. It gripped me so hard and fast that for the whole of that moment my vital organs seemed to shut down. But my hands shook, hell my whole body shook. Been trynna thread a needle but couldn't even see the hole beyond the tears that filled my eyes. What could scare me like this, i'm sure you're wondering?
Death.
Pure and simple.
My folks landed early this morning. They sent a message immediately and i woke up to it. i replied it but didn't get a reply back. I assumed they'd be asleep, jet lagged from the flight they'd just had. I gave them a few hours and tried calling them a little while ago. I started with my mother. Her number didn't go through but then my mother (like me) wasn't particularly big on technology so i tried my father. All three of his numbers but they were all either switched off or unavailable. The shaking had started then. My father NEVER switched off his phone, EVER! He probably doesn't even know what button achieves that.
I'd tried my sister, Chuchi, then. She would be back from school now and with them but her's too wasn't going through. I stopped pretending to sew then and called my cousin, who was more like a big brother. He hadn't spoken to them either and couldn't get them. I crashed. There was no other way to it.
Some part of me recognized that i was being irrational but nothing could overcome the fear. I'd tried my aunt then (the aunt that had been looking after Chuchi while my folks had been away). She'd seen them when she'd dropped my sister off earlier today. My relief was palpable. But that still didn't stop the shivers. My over active imagination comes to fault now because i can picture a couple of thousand things that could have gone wrong.
These people are my everything. I would be less than nothing without them so please God, Please let them be okay. That is all that i ask.

If yesterday was a good day, today was just fricking awesome!

It didn't start really good though. Took off my braids yesterday, washed and straightened my hair which took about 5 hours. I then cooked Jollof rice and also made stew (It was a lot of stew too). I was so exhausted afterwards that i'd thought that falling into bed was the only thing i had strength left for.
I was wrong.
I did fall in bed but only to watch 'Death Note' (great anime, by the way). Anyway before i knew it, it was 3 am. I went to bed then fulling expecting the day to not go any better.
I was wrong.
It got worse. I forced the drowsiness back during PPS (Pathophysiology and Pharmacology of Systems) but could hardly keep awake for the Project Genesis meeting. At noon, I was in Bin2's bed sleeping. Got up an hour later for the Medical Microbiology practical exam. It was actually good (i answered all my questions. That's usually a good sign). Anyway because i'd missed the first practical in my first year where my classmates had been thought to 'streak plates' and 'Gram stain', i was rather terrible at it. So i'd watched videos and read from books and websites on the topic. There is a huge Competency Test next semester with a pass/fail grade. I cannot afford to fail. The research helped, though my confidence was still rather shaky or non-existent. So when i took my plate to the module leader (remember him from here), I'd fully expected a rebuff.
For the third time today, i was wrong.
His comment completely threw me off. "If i had to grade this i'd give it a 10. It's perfect!"
My world stopped for a minute before it started spinning again. He probably saw the look on my face for he added, "You have single colonies, no contamination or crossovers. You did really well."
I was still in my blissful haze, taking off my lab coat when some guy called out to me, "Hey. I love your t-shirt". I looked down at my Arsenal t-shirt and absentmindedly waved a thanks before i realised the look i was getting from some of the girls. So i turned back to the guy to see... him. I use 'him' here because i really don't know his name though a lot of the girls have huge crushes on him. *Shrug* (No surprise, I admit that i am oblivious to such things). He is cute though, but not my type. (Plus he had a goatee, enough said!)

Anyway as it turns out i don't hate my module leader and/or wish him to hell. If he hadn't done what he did, i wouldn't have put in as much effort and ended up having such a splendid day. :)
I walked home on air while talking to Mama. She and Pappi are going back today, ISA. I don't have to mention how exhilarated that makes Chu chi! :)

Rado has this mentorship thing today so i'll call him later to find out how it went. Also today is Thursday so I've got new episodes of Vampire Diaries, Naruto Shippudden and Big Bang theory! Plus, My weekend starts now!

Life isn't always fair but sometimes, just sometimes, it is so fricking worth it! Sukhran Ya Rabbi!

Weird Fact: Slugs have 4 noses.
Jasmeen Says: I don't do slimy so i'll take your word for it.

Oh, and please listen to this and love it as much as i do! :)

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Am i a total weirdo for finding this highly amusing? Cuz if i am, so is Bin2. "Regal Monkey Nuts!" Oh, that's rich! :)

Anyway, today is one of the good days.. in other words 'boring'. Safe, definitely, but boring. Went to lectures (9-10), got back, made rice and stew (home-sick) and well, lazied about in my underwear! -.-

Like i said, boring! Though i do have a faint memory of my aunt calling at around 7am, saying something about 'bedsheets'. I'd initially thought it was dream.. but then i saw my call log. She had called! Who calls me at 7am? My brain hasn't acknowledged the sun rise and new day then. Her bad!

I've got a Medical Microbiology practical exam tomorrow. Nothing i can prepare for at home but i'll try to watch some videos to refresh my memory.

Weird Fact: There are more chickens than people in the world.
Jasmeen Says: Well, i do hope so! Given the rate at which we consume it. I'd personally hate for them to run out! Also places like KFC, SFC and Chicken House would run out of business. *gasp* What would become of a world without chicken? I shudder just thinking about it.

*wink!*

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Remember i promised to tell this story a while back? We'll here it is..

I had woken up one Wednesday morning feeling groggy then recalled that i'd made reservations (due for pickup) at Argos. So i pulled my lazy ass out of bed and went to get it. Anyway, the man at the counter made a comment as he handed me the box.
"You're going to need to get a man to help you put that up."
It irked! Who said i couldn't put it up myself? I think my mumbled reply was something like, "We'll see about that."
So, i bought the necessary tools and set to work on it myself. I read the manual (while having a sandwich) and the end result, if i do say so myself, was neat!

See for yourself..

The famous bathroom stand.

So yes, I do not need a man to fix anything for me. (but i won't argue if he offers free foot massages after school or perhaps breakfast in bed) *dreamy look*

*clears head*

I got an anonymous comment about adding a 'Twitter button'. First of all, thank you very much for the suggestion. Secondly, I did try but it doesn't work. I have no idea why, but then you have to take into consideration that fact that technology and i aren't particularly close. I'll try again though. :)

The umbrella charm

Being back in Braddie means back to work. I had a full day of lectures today and, because i still haven't invested in an umbrella, walked back home in the rain. I love the rain more than the average person but even I can't take this much of it 5 days a week. The last time i went out to get an umbrella, i ended up buying an umbrella charm for my bracelet. Ha! Bin2's expression was priceless!! :D

Go away with some knowledge:

Weird fact : Americans on average eat 18 acres of pizza everyday.
Jasmeen Says : Pizza! hmm.. yum! That settles what i'm having for dinner! :)

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So it's 1:58am and i'm unpacking, cleaning and singing along (a.k.a doing terrible injustice) to "I will survive". I'm listening to old classics again. This song feeds my soul.

I'm back in Braddie. Didn't cry when i left the folks but i was close (so very close!) But i love being back in my own space.. Plus i missed Truffles, Booboo and RooQie. A mother can't stand to be away from her kids for too long after all! :)

From right: RooQie, Truffles and Booboo!

Anyway, as much as i'd love to stay and tell you more i have to run. 9am lectures later.

Dream in colour!

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I'm in a terribly nasty mood. I feel tired and spiteful and just plain mean. And i'm not PMS so i really have no excuse. At least not a legit one. I shopped some more today, but everything i tried on made me feel worse. i blame Gretchen of course for taking the fun out of my therapeutic shopping and plan on getting her back for it. I'm so depressed it's not even funny. I want to talk to Rado, but i won't. Why? Because that will bring me back to square one of the whole hero-syndrome series. God, this sucks! *tongue*

Anyho, i'm downloading a million apps and books on my iPod to read on my way back to Braddie ISA. It's bittersweet because it means that it's almost Christmas and i get to see the whole fam soon.. but also that i have to be away from them till December. I know I'm being a brat about it all but it can't be helped. *Sigh*

Well, i guess that's about it. I'm gonna go curl up with a good book now and wish tomorrow (now today!) away. Dream in colour.

Oh! and i almost forgot..

Weird fact #2 - You can't tickle yourself.
Jasmeen says - Very true! (yes! i tried it because i'm terrible at being both bored and pathetic) *tongue*

Now, Dream in colour! :)

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My first observation when I arrived London yesterday was how fast-paced it was. Feet tapping (with impatience), horns blaring, people running to catch the bus and so much traffic! (What happened to slow kisses that seem almost heartbreakingly painful? Mind me not!). But there was also an excitement. A thrill of sorts! Perhaps had something to do with seeing the folks, but there was something there that was all 'London.' I couldn't help humming 'One day in London' from 'Pocahontas II' in my head as i rode the cab to where I'd meet Mama and Pappi. I don't have to mention how fricking much that meant to me!

Only my mother would know to get her daughter, out of all the souvenirs/gifts in this world, a glow-in-the-dark Einstein T-shirt from the Smithsonian Museum. I LOVE IT!! And a mood bracelet (with little half-moons and stars) which I never take off now. She understands me that much! Blessed is what I am. :)

The universe is shaped like Einstein! :)

Anyway yeah, I have been shopping to my content and I had a session with Gretchen (my psychiatrist). She spluttered some remote crap about me shopping excessively to, i quote, 'fill a void'. I have zero idea what that means but i hardly ever understand anything she says. i think she speaks in riddles to confuse me.. as if i don't already have enough of that in my life. Anyway, everyone swears that she's the best and that she's somehow going to 'fix' me. They definitely need to learn to recognize a lost cause when faced with one. Anyway, yeah!

I saw Patrick Vieira (ex-Arsenal player and captain, now Goodwill ambassador for UN) in Sainsbury's! Shit, the man is TALL! Mama was actually the one who recognized him. I walked right past him.. ever-oblivious. That's me! *smh*

Been talking to Ray all through yesterday and today. No sparks.. just cooling embers! I'm glad. Rado didn't sound too hot when we spoke earlier but i don't know what to do about it. It's nagging at me but.. *sigh*

I downloaded a 'Weird facts' app on my iPod so I'm gonna educate you from now on.. and give you my very very opinionated opinions! :)

Weird fact #1 : The planet Saturn has a density lower than water. So, if placed in water it would float.
Jasmeen says: Yea, and the universe really IS Einstein-shaped! *tongue*

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No fricking way!! Can you believe this pompous thing of a man.. I write to him, ever so humble and apologetic and what does he do but send me this long, boring thing of an email criticizing everything i said. I know it's his prerogative to give a chance or not, but if you're gonna say 'no' then say it and be over with. Don't string me along and make me think i have a chance only to shoot me down. Stupid!!!!

And Butler, don't even get me started. It won't end nice!

You know what? On a second thought i think i'm too pissed off for this. I'll try again later.

I put 'Rang and Dale' aside for this. It might make very little sense.

I saw them. I hadn't ever till today. In both cases. Both Ray and Rado, that is. Something happened within me. i got goosebumps as i realized that i would do a lot of things in my life.. make a lot of mistakes too.. But that would never be one. I'm so much bigger than that. All this time I have been holding on to thin air. Let me explain.

I let go of Ray only to slowly but surely hold on to Rado. "Hero syndrome", I hear it's called. But Rado, dear friend that he is can never be my 'one'. I would be charged with murder before the end of the week. yes, i love him that much! *smile*
i am not in love with Rado, it was just a crush on the guy who helped me through a very rough patch in my life. He did make for an interesting summer crush though. *wink* My point is, there's no Ray, there's no Rado, no Rango.. at long last i don't have to live for anyone but me. Don't get me wrong, i've loved each one of them in my own way but this, this is a fantasy-come-true. :)

I probably have no idea what i'm gonna do next (haven't given it much thought) but it's going to be so interesting trying to figure it all out. i will mess up (God, knows i will) but i will heal. i will mend. i have no doubt.

... And you, on the other hand, get to be entertained as 'Little Miss Perfect' becomes 'Little Miss Not-So-Perfect". And to think that all this started with a bathroom stand and a picture. what does that say about my mental health? *shrug* Oh! I never told you the story about the bathroom stand, did i? Maybe some other time. Now, i have to continue studying so i can be able to swear that i had been later on. I didn't promise to be more rational just more spontaneous. That reminds me of something.. NO! (see what you do to me?) Have to run!

A very long way down the aisle, RooQ and I will make history but before that day.. Shh!!! :)

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Mama and Pappi called to tell me that they were almost boarding. Both Mama and Chuchi had cried on separation. A mother.. No, MY mother.. NO WORDS! None at all!!
Is it irrational for me to be anxious? I mean they have flown over a hundred times and come back safely. This one shouldn't be any different. I pray mightily that it isn't.

Been listening to my heartfelt playlist. Its has all my favourite men: Joe, Babyface, Claude Kelly, Boys2Men, Westlife, NeYo, Phil Collins... etc, so i'm in a very calm and relaxed mood.

I didn't know him but i do use and love his software. RIP Steve Jobs. Your legacy lives on..

A man with a vision

"There is no reason not to follow your heart."

I really love what i do. Otherwise why do it right? I'm gonna be MIA for a little while. Fear not, though! I'll be back as soon as i can.

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I fricking went and missed my medical microbiology practical.

Well, i wasn't actually late cuz i was there by 2pm but the doors had already been shut. How many times have i had to stand outside those same doors 5-10mins after the scheduled time waiting for them doors to open!?!

Anyway i waited around for 10 mins and when it seemed like no one was really gonna open the doors i came back home to email my year tutor who Bin2 and i have tagged 'Gerard Butler'. This gave me an excuse to correspond with him but it is still not enough of a consolation price as far as i'm concerned.

God, i hate when these things happen because it makes me feel, well, Argh! A-levels messed up my head really bad. it ate away at my confidence and so when i face hurdles now instead of running and leaping like i always did, i shrink back into my shell and start doubting myself. which was basically what i did on my walk home. but now, i wont let it continue. Thank God it's the weekend. I am gonna work my ass off! Remind myself of what i really am capable of when i set my heart to it. Plus wallowing in self pity is not a good color on me, don't you think?

Yeah, there! I feel so much better now. New episodes of Vampire Diaries, Big Bang Theory and Naruto expected today. i actually do love Thursdays! :)

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Omg. Omg. Omg.

Fa La La..

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Kindness needs no words..

Eat::Pray::Love

A circle one!

Rebirth

Eating healthy

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Death.

A drop in the ocean.

Regal monkey nuts!

The bathroom stand

Home Sweet Braddie!

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Einstein shaped universe! :)

Steam blowing.

Someday's today.

:S

Way to start the year!

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