No, i'm not having another breakdown. thanks for asking.

May 08, 2011 J. 0 Comments

Nooo! They wanna send my back there. There, of course is the institute for the mentally unstable. But to be polite, they call it 'there' - in my presence only of course. Behind my back they all call it the crack house. I knew I shouldn't have had 'that' talk with Jasmeen. not me, the other one. Now she's got everyone convinced that i'm having a relapse. do people actually get mental relapses? But i feel fine. Just peachy actually.

everything's just as it should be. but they take every single little thing as a sign that i'm having another mental breakdown episode - actually i think they're secretly hoping for it. looking forward to it more than they are to the latest episode of gossip girl. no offense to the fans out there, but really? gossip 'girl'?
*moving on*

i know i get anxious, i get nervous, i get sad, i get lonely, i get mad, i get silly, i get bored, i get scared, i get lost for words ..and i'm lazy 24/7. But generally, i'm a happy person. a ray of fucking sunshine, that's me.

i won't make it so easy for them this time. they will not just take me out of my life and put me in a prison for the mentally insane with a bunch of orderlies in white *shiver*  telling me that it's okay that i'm crazy as if its some kind of gift. then, my treacherous family and friends turn around and tell me that "it's for my own good" or more recently, "its cuz we love you". BULLSHIT!

no one's locking me up and that's that. and if they do, i'll just bust out again..like i did the last time. i did it once before and i sure as hell can do it again.. and this time, i wont be going home. lets see how they'd like it then.

the last laugh will be mine!!

Love,
Me - the psychward breakout.

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